I don’t even know where to start, little less then a year ago I found out I was pregnant. I was with my boyfriend for about 6 months. Ever since I was younger I’ve always been pro-life and against abortions. I wrote papers and told my parents and pretty much anyone who knew me that I would never get an abortion. Well, the love of your life has a stronger influence then you think.
I will never forget that day that I found out I was pregnant, I felt like my world came crashing down… I told my boyfriend right away that I was pregnant I cried. He just looked at me. Of course the only thing that came out of his mouth was that I’m getting an abortion and what would his mom think, all about him. I had no one to turn too, I didn’t want to tell my parents even though I know they would support me but I felt like I let everyone down. I know I was too young to care for a baby but to me their was a reason why I got pregnant she was suppose to be on this earth. My poor baby didn’t even have a chance. October 26th 2009 I had the abortion little did I know I just made the biggest mistake of my life.
EVERYDAY I think about my poor baby and how I killed her the regret lives with me everyday, it’s so hard to be around little children cause I think of what she would have looked liked. I had her inside me for 3 months and a bit. I loved her already the face I would never get to see. I am still with my boyfriend we are coming up to our 1 year and 6 months… I look at him with hate all the time because he made me do it. I know its hard to imagine your life with a little baby when you are young yourself but put it up for adoption if anything. Don’t spend the rest of your life regretting this decision. I have now been on anti depressants for 5 months trying to help me cope and I talk to someone, but its never going to be enough. My mom also had an abortion when she was 22 she is now 51 and still regrets her decision. So really think about your options. Don’t spend the rest of your life regretting the murder of your baby like I do.
Thank you for what you are doing with this site. Every little bit helps save the lives of unwanted babies. I’ve written a novel against abortion and fetal harvesting that I’m in the process of shopping around to agents and publishers. When it gets released, I will be ecstatic if it saves just one innocent life.
Wow. What a way to abdicate your own responsibility for YOUR abortion.
You went to the clinic, you made it through the mandatory counseling, you signed the CONSENT form and you still blame this on your boyfriend?
Honey if you didn’t want that abortion then how did you end up on the table for one?
Shame on you for not standing up to your man and telling him that you do not want an abortion.
You need to take responsibility for YOUR choice to get on that table and have an abortion then you may actually find some healing.
A Guide to Emotional and Spiritual Resolution After an Abortion
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